I am in the worst mood ever. I have a party in a couple of weeks, and want to look decent. Was trying on outfits, and noticed that a lot of my stuff is a bit snug?!?!?! I'm mad at myself, because I've been in a state of denial. I mean did I really think that I could get away with pizza and wine nearly every night of the week? I stepped on the scale and instead of being 130 I'm more like 138? Considering when I was 130 I was trying to lose 5 pounds!?!?!
I have not been taking care of myself at all. High blood pressure and diabetes run in my family, so I've got to try and take my health and wellbeing more seriously. So today I am sticking to fruit and salad til dinner, then maybe some chicken or fish with steamed veggies. Not fun, but I've gotta get those skinny jeans to fit somehow!