So obviously this is a bit weird to me, being a guy and going on a group therapy website for it, but I thought it'd give the best un-tainted views on the matter over all of our mutual friends.
 
 
 
Long story short from this weekend.  I've been friends with this girl for about 5 years now, from highschool.  I moved to a different state but we keep in contact.  I had been planning to go back to my original state this past weekend for a family function, and she invited me to stay with her.  (Like my vagueness?)
 
 
So, come Saturday we're hanging out at her house watching scary movies, drinking, and shes laying up on me on the couch, just like the old days.  Nothing happens.  Come Sunday night, we're hanging again, drinking and cuddling.  Her and I have always joked sexually with eachother, so when we got on the topic of breasts and she told me that I could touch hers if I wanted, I thought she was joking;  she wasn't.  I hesitently did it real fast and she said "Is that it?" in a jokingly manner.
 
Lil bit later, I actually did a bodyshot off of her.  Things are going great in my eyes.  I then did what I should have done in highschool, and kissed her, she kissed back.  Waited a little bit and we did it again.  I go for the third, she pulls away and says she can't, she's back with her ex.    She says she had to go to the bathroom so she went upstairs, but I could hear her on her cell telling someone what happened.  She came back downstairs and said she had to be up early and it'd be best if I slept at my parents hotel for the night.  I obliged.
 
 
So, her best friend is actually dating my bestfriend meaning I have the inside scoop.  I find out that she told her friend that after the first kiss she told me no, but I still went for the other two.  She also said that the body shot was from the night before, and made no mention of the, well, boob grab.   She told her friend that she thought I would have made a move Saturday when we were both wasted, which is exactly why I didnt make a move.  She also said that I've always been there for her through thick and thing and she thinks this just made the friendship awkward.
 
 
 
 
This all happened this past weekend.  We haven't spoken since.  I'm debating if I should call or not call.  Keep in mind, pretty much best friends for 5 years.     So... what do I do?