I don't think of myself as having too unhealthy a lifestyle. I do cardio at the gym 3-4 times a week, weights twice and netball once a week. I have lots of fruit and veges in my life. I drink litres of water a day...

I just have a issue with binging on things. Not that it may even be a binge.

I'll hit the shops after work - I don't need anything, but I'll stop in, buy a bottle of diet coke and a block of chocolate.

Yes, block.

And I eat it. Usually on the way to the gym. Sometimes I haave to hide the evidence, but I normally finish it in the car. Stuff the wrapper in my back and dispose of it in the gym changerooms, and nobody knows.

How do I get msyelf out of this? It's easy to say "Oh I'll just drive past the shop" or "I won't do it any more". But it just doesn't seem to stop.

This sounds really crap, but I guess I want to feel that I'm not alone Sad I don't purge things much any more, but the ocaisional weekend alone with the laxatives is not unheard of. Maybe I need help. I don't know! I'm better than I used to be!!!