So I need your help.

So this certain someone and I have dated for a couple of months now. I think that I'm in love. I've said this phrase once before and came to this disaterous one year relationship that was dragged out to three and a half years. It was the misery of me.

Now back to this certain someone...we have been dating since September/October of last year. I was really afraid of actually dating someone since the last person so I would drag my best friend to 'our' first couple of dates. haha.

He was with someone for 6 years. When he came back from vacation, his fiance/wife/girlfriend had cheated on him and sold all their things from the apartment. He brought back this 2k diamond engagement ring. He was heartbroken.

I came into the picture as I said previously last fall. I was truly amazed that he had such a view on life that was amazing. We were so much alike yet so different. I LOVED that. I fell in love.

5 weeks ago, I found out he has lung cancer. He has cancer that can't be treated with chemo, radiation because it's useless. The form of cancer is very, very stressful. He prefers to try natural products along with 'natural' medicine.

One month ago, he moved out of his apartment with a roommate in with his family. Mostly economic problems. He was very, very disappointed but thought it would be for the best. Since then, we have experienced turmoil. He doesn't answer my phone calls, text messages, emails. The next day, when he feels like it answers the phone and says everything is okay.

Today when he answer the phone, he said...I'm fine. Don't worry about me.

WHAT?!?! Don't worry. You disappear for two days with no response. Then he says...I need time. I need time to see if you are the one to be with. If I still love my ex. I love you but I love her. I'm confused. Let's be friends. Let's continue to call each other like nothing has ever happened.

AND me, I'm heartbroken.