Ive been dating this boy for a while now, and i have never felt like this before. I really do LOVE him, i didnt even cause a scene when i met the parents!
But thats when it started. The day i went round his house, i met his parents and his older brother. I got along with them fine, good infact.
A couple of weeks later i was lead in bed, nodding off to sleep and all i could think about was his brother. He was stuck in my head, i have no idea why.
I had a dream/ nightmare, although it wasnt scary. Somewhere in this "daze" he asked for my number >?
Then... in the morning, i regreted not giving him my number >? why would that be, when i find my boyfriend way more atractive anyway>?
I had to tell some one about this, but i couldn't, i cant trust anyone.
Nights later im still having this dream over and over again, it just keeps reacouring and reacouring, like a song on a continous loop. I just want it to stop!
So i told my friend about it who is close with my boyfriend however i couldnt take the risk of letting him know who it was that kept popping into my head, but whilst i was talking my boyfriend over heard, so i had to tell him, but i couldnt tell him that it was his brother. So i told him it was someone else.
i just want it to stop! Stop! Stop! Stop!
Im finding it hard to consentrate with my work because he wont leave my head. The only time hes not in my head is when im around him. He has no idea about this, and i feel really awkward when im near him.
Please Help, How can i make it stop ?! x